Monday, October 3, 2016

Life Update | I love myself

Hi all!

Long time no see. Yet again lol.

It's been 2 months since my life has changed... quite a bit. And with the change, there would be inevitable changes but the biggest change came unexpectedly.

My relationship, my lifestyle, where I'm staying, the circle of people around me etc.

I think I need to get this out of my system so I can move forward completely without any baggage.

Some of you would know if you were my friend on Facebook that I broke up with my long-time boyfriend (now ex) since 2 months back. And now, I'm seeing someone else now, a good friend before this. I never expected to see someone this early on, but somethings are just meant to be. Honestly, it's like a dream. I believe the Universe knows what's best for me and I am grateful for that.

I must admit that I dreamed of so many things I would set into motion when the change happened, the instant I moved room. So many things I'd be achieving overnight... or so I thought. I thought I would be a changed person like "snap!" just like that. Like more productive, achieving what I want with gusto.

But I think things like that don't really happen in real life. At least not for me. These 2 months saw me being very, very busy settling down in my room, my social life flourished, I saw myself reconnecting more with people that mattered (i.e. my family) and adapting to the new lifestyle and freedom.

And also I'm lazy. LOL.

But whatever it is, I think change is more gradual than anything. Especially when it's more to what you're dealing inside.

There are a few goals I want to achieve and one of them that I think I'm making progress is my fitness goal. To tell the truth, fitness and my body image was never a problem for me. Of course, there is room for improvement.

But more than that, I would really love to improve my chess and take it to the next level. Honestly speaking, for me, making a mental breakthrough is 10x harder than making a physical breakthrough. That's what mundane tasks and staring into my phone for hours on end can do to the activity of my brain. That discipline is another level.

Anywayyy, now that he's in the US, I have time to consolidate my thoughts and really, there's no more excuse to not start what I started.

I have a lovely room, good people in my life, opportunities, time waiting to be used in the best way possible. I have everything I need inside me. All I need to do is start.

Till then, be happy and be safe!

Wednesday, July 6, 2016

[VIDEO] Makeup and Skincare Haul: Sephora, Skinfood, Innisfree, Etude House etc.


OMG. Can you imagine that I actually wrote this blog post like a full month ago and I only just realised it's still in my DRAFT?!

I'm such a noob, I'm sorry guys T_T

ANYWAY, I'm back with another video. I'm on a roll (not really now, it's been a full month with no videos...sigh). LOL. It's a make-up and skincare haul this time round. I know in my video I said its stuff I bought during the month. I beg to differ. Its stuff accumulated over many many months. I'm not that rich to buy errthang in one go... yet.

Check it out here!

Products that I mentioned in the video:

1. Innisfree Super Volcanic Pore Clay Mask
2. Skinfood Rice Mask Wash Off
3. Watsons masks
4. Tony Moly masks
5. Kiehl's Iris Extract Activating Treatment Essence
6. Etude House Look at my eyes cafe
7. Etude House Play 101 pencils #4, #28, #48
8. Too Faced Cocoa Contour: Chiseled to Perfection
9. NYX Soft matte lip cream in Stockholm and Istanbul

Oh maiii.... do I look gaunt up there. Okay, I swear I look fatter now.

By the way guys. It was the 2nd time I filmed the whole haul. The first time I filmed, it was just bad. So I just did the whole thing all over again T_T You can guess by how I kinda rushed through some stuff because I just wanted to get it done and over with.

Anyway, it's the first time I talked through a video. I don't care if you think it's stupid because it was kinda fun. Lol.

Let me tell you the worst thing about editing the video is that my editing software (I'm using Sony Vegas Pro btw) ALWAYS hangs. I think because my computer like got banyak virus or something. I don't know man. So sometimes I forget to save then I have to re-trace my steps to where I last edited. It's a real pain T_T Ah well. You take it as it comes right.

ANYWAY. I hope you guys enjoy and if you did, like and subscribe la ok. Heehee.

Ok I shall end this short post here.

Happy June July!

Friday, May 6, 2016

[VIDEO] My 4D4N Phuket Getaway 2015

Happy Thursday middle of the night y'all! Ok technically it's Friday, but as I have not slept yet, It's still considered Thursday.

A quick one before I hit the sack. I posted a new video up on YouTube on Tuesday about my Phuket Trip last year :) I also did blog about it here.

First time actually recording the trip and the footages are not the best but it's ok lah for my first time. I'll do better my next tripp ;)

Enough rambling, and here ya go!

So if you guys enjoyed, give this video a thumbs up and subscribe because I'll be doing more videos. If you didn't enjoy, well drop a comment and let me know how I can improve! *grins*

By the way, today is a very special day because it's my momma's birthday!!


Too bad I can't be with her on this day because I have a job away from home. Oh wells, more motivation for me to branch out and seek flexibility and freedom.

Ok, I said this post is going to be a quick one. So I'll end it here. Till my next post peeps!

Goodnight! xoxo